Please just give me a break.
TWO DAYS IS JUST NOT ENOUGH FOR ME TO PREPARE
COS I HAVEN EVEN CONVINCED MYSELF
&*(^@#%&^@#
Its the end of block test.
But it certainly dont feel like it.
I feel shit.
Not even in the mood for a OMG-high celebration.
Screw me.
Im going loola.
Today totally sucks.
&*(@^#&*%!^$!
Its flipping me upside down
Like i said,
it feels better off dead.
Getting me prepared?
i tried.
I swear i just cant.
Dont DONT make me run a race
i dint even train for.
I dont see a point.
AND I HATE IT.
Whoever that seriously understand
wouldnt make me run
But which dumbtarts understand
when they just go
"just jog"
Damn it.
If you want to send me down to jog
why cant you send someone that can run faster than i jog.
Im so sure everyone else can run faster than i jog.
SO now im gg down.
To make myself so depressed,
WHY.
IM GG TO HAPPILY DEMORALISED MYSELF.
And think OH YUNLU
YOU SUCK YOU CANT RUN.
Im trying to appease myself.
Apparently I cant.
I get so bloody annoyed and boiled just to think of it.
Make me sick PLEASE.
Yes, selfish.
I dont care what you think
But i cant make myself do it.
SO IM SORRY.
Mother of god.
PLEASEE PLEASE.
I dint hate track so much in my life BEFORE.
I AM SO *()#&$%@ Up
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