“ All my life I’ve thought I needed someone to complete me, now I know I need to belong to myself.
— The Secret Life of Bees

Hiexzxzxz, feel good after blogging about Cambodia trip,
but still feeling way toooo darn lazy to upload photos,
been veryveryvery tired, over very ridiculous stuffs.

Yesterday night, met Yujun&Nigel for BACHORMEE supper,
ugh when i already have sucha heavy dinner,
but i cannotcannot resist food,
my horrible weakness. Hahahahah.

Today(Sunday), Rugby training down in Farrer Park,
zomgxzxz, been long since i last moved my biglazybody,
hahahah, was feeling soooo drained at the first part of trg,
thank god the disgusting feeling went away and yays.
passes were goood,
the only thing is that, I TWISTED MY ANKLE again,
seriously damn annoying. but the good thing is that,
i no longer get so freaked out by these knida sprains anymore,
like okay it comes & it goes away silently too,
SOOO i shall not care but sometimes it just throbs.
And anyway I IS NO SISSY (HAHAHAHHAHAH) &
i swear to tape it for every trg.
SWEAR.

Then down to Town to find Yingjing,Yuwen,Amelia&Pearl,
KBOX, hahah its probably my second or third time only!!
The last time i rmb going was in Sec School zomgxzxz,
how many dinosaurs years ago right, loserxzxz hahah.

And btw, Amelia&Pearl can both sing damn well,hahah
Yuwen uhh not bad lah, can rap HAHAHA.
And most of the time yj&i were just listening.
YOU SEE PEOPLE,
everyone says i am toned deaf, i have absolutely no confidence in singing anymore.
SO THANKEW YOU ALL that destroyed my passion for singing HAHA
I need the courage yet again.

Dinner/Supper at Bukit Timah EAT.
Amelia drove zooooooomzzzooooooooom there,
and zoooomzzooom us all homeeeee, thanks:)


I feel sick man, flu&sore throat,
what disgusting feeeeeling,
i think its what making me feel sleepy&tired everyday.
& no swineeeeee, dont worry hahah.



Sometimes i just want to say something,
so sometimes, i just want you to listen.

Cant be bothered

Hi world, been back from cambodia for three days now,
suffering the withdrawal symtoms still, hahahha as usual.
Cambodia's been great, despite the small team of 6.
I think the pros of a small team is that,
you can be close to every single one & get more bonded as a team.
We crash each others every other night please, doing shit.

I still L-O-V-E Cambodia though its already my second time back there,
now its that familiar feeling of being back,
back to Koh Ramdual Island, back to Asia Hotel,
back to eating those chinese tzeechar everyday,
back to those orphanages& back to seeing those people,
whom remains the same.

We work with Family Care Foundation again,
with Tommy&Serena, accompanying Anna&Inn,
whom are downright funny people. hahaha.
I enjoy working with them, very merry much.

Koh Ramdual Island, was once called Death Island because
it was used as a killing field during the polpot regime,
now the people renamed it koh ramdual island,
meaning the island of beautiful flowers:)

We wenta help build a school in that island,
by tiling the floor, i think we were seriously
not expert with them, so thank god for the contracters,
but we did all the manual labour of digging&transporting sand
&heavy to the super max bricks.

HAHAHAHA, so much work, did we lose weight???
N-O, NOOOOOO, we ate all we had back in the hotel.
I was roomed with Charis and she was telling them,
"she was sitting on the floor right infront of the fridge,
she dint even want to sit on the bed!!!"
Haahah that was when she came out of the toilet after bathing,
and saw me digging&eating at the fridge..
HUNGRY. And we always have a long time before dinner,
and so i always eat too much and become too damn bloated for dinner

The island looks muchmuch better off now,
the institution is gone (CLAPS please, it was disturbing last year)
there will be this new school for the little children,
WHO ARE ALL SO ULTIMATE CUTE, i wish i could bring them home with me.
But they are too small for their age,really.
I want to give you all my fooooooooooooooood.

Anyhow, i love the people there, we had much fun playing with the kids,
teaching them how to make pinwheels, speak simple english,
taught them to sing new songs & doing coloring with them.
We flood them with lollipops&toys&stickers. whooots.
I want the kids.

The women there do not have a job, they make friendship bands,
hoping to make some money.
And all of them can flood you with their bands,
you just dont know whom to buy from,
so we all split up and buy from different people,
I BOUGHT LLIKE 30 of them, hahah ,they were overwhelming,
and anyhow, i gave them all away in the orphanage we went.

KOLAP 4 orphanage was goooooooood, interacting with them,
rockstars singing superbly cute bible songsxxz,
with our guitar-ist in the discotrum, whooopie.
We went there to give out donations
& taught them how to make photoframe with ice cream sticks!
Although its orphanage, the people there are all like a family&
older kids do take care of the younger ones!
They looked happy together.

We also saw the three kids last years team&i sponsored,
we used the extra funds to support these three children for like a year of education!
And now we need to continue raising funds if we want to support them more.

Care For Cambodia orphanage,
this is another orphanage which wanlin brought us to,
we went there for chapel i would say, some sharing and some games.
Spent only one morning there.

Rubbish Dump.
This was the worst,
you see people living in this bigbigbigbig open space,
where trucks discard their garbage into piles&into mountains.
The stench was pretty bad, it comes in gust,
but people had their little area built upon the garbage,
they dig the piles of dumps,
they try to find food,
find things to sell.
It was quite an exposure.
They can be called the poorest of the poorest in cambodia.

We distributed clothes&food to them,
and this distribution was pretty chaotic,
it was pretty hard to control the crowd,
they were pushing&shoving into the gate,
coming nearer and nearer to us,
and we stopped, because they were like about to raid us.
Sighs.

For leisure, we went on Mekong River Cruise,
to see the night view of Phnom Peng city, with KFC accompanying us,
and we threw unfinish chicken into the river,
to feed the fishes HAHAHAH, i dint know such thing exist,
apparently we can, i would have thought its littering HAHA.

Some went to Tuol Sleng Musuem, which i dint go,
cos i visited it last year, and i thought it was tarumatizing.

Dint do much for leisure, dint buy anything too,
except for stocking up food when im there,
i think Lucky Supermarket sucked up all my mooolah.
HAHAHA.

ANYWAY, i mustmustmustmustmust mention,
LEQI&JENNIFER, they were the ultimate sweet surprise at the airport.
They did not tell me that they will be coming to see me off,
and there BOOM they comeeeeeeeee, how sweet, thanks honeyasses. HAHA,
muchloves.

PS: i bumped into Leqi again in Cambodia, hahaha
wanlin was the one that reunited us there,
she saw her but i was a distance away,
she said :"i dont know who to call first, you or leqi?" HAHA.
Besides, i bumped in Marianne,Germs, Cassie&Mel there too,
they were on some SMU OCIP trip,
and we were staying in the same hotel,
how small is the world, really.

Flying back to seee yingjing&xiaowei,
FINALLY, shes back from melbornee, imy sooooo.
we wanted to wait for yuwen's arrival but decided to go home first!
and we came back later in the night with tony&Amelia to fetch Yuwen.
BOTH ARE BACK FROM AUSSSIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. YAYS.

For the past three days that i was back,
I WENT BACK TO SCHOOL EVERYSINGLEDAY, and i still feel deprived of sleeeep,
soverytired. (TANNY WONG, this is not lame) HAHAHA.
2 more months to school start,
it sounds SOOOOO DARN SHORT.

Spent Wed night with Yingjing&Yuwen, zoomzoomzouk,
laughing&making so much noise altogether again:)
It was a time very much missed.
<3

Met up with Valerie, for some GSS in Vivo,
i dint get much but tried muchmuch, hahahaha.
Thanks for the lil mr happy pouch& miss dunkard,
HAHAHA you always know what i likeeeeeee.
Chilled at Gloria Jeans. Yummmmmmmsxzxzxz.

I want to meet everyone&evermoreeeee,
just sit&eat OKAY?
and thats the reason why im BUIBUI HAHAHA.

Things left to do:
Hunting for Lorry rental service,
Adrace post finance (PLEASE, let monday end it all),
Design emailer for rugby,
AYG!!!

TEETH HURTS, OUCH.

Im leaving for Cambodia tmr, back to the same Koh Ramdual Island,
help building the school, distribute donations to rubbish dumps&orphanages.
Conducting educational programmes, playing games with them too:)
Mother Theresa Strikes Back. HAHAHA
I am going there to share my bottle of lovexzxxz,
MY BIGBIGBIGBIGBIG LOVE.

I will leave some love here though,
for ngyingjing whose coming back on 20th,
for foongyuwen whose having frost bites,
for the lorong ah soo flowerrr whose busy toning herself,
for ongleqi who i will be meeting in Cambodia(MAYBE),
for those that injured themselves from handball match.
HEEHEEE. For everyoneee&evermore.
PS: NO LOVE FOR TANNY. HAHA

Somehow, i dont feel like i am flying tmr,
the feeling isnt here yet, and i swear i seriously detest packing,
even though its only for one shortshort week.
and IM MISSING LAST YEARS TRIP AGAIN. URGHXZXZ.

Chomps for dinner on Friday with Tanny,Charis&val,
zomgsxzxzxz, we went nuts for the Little Miss Sunshin/Greedy/Chatterbox, ETCETC,
i cannot stop buying, i think i am gg to sell my body for them,
they are damn cute, i am not lying! LOOK.



Heehee. Even tanny got tempted to get it okay,SHE GOT IT HAHAHAHA

Anyway, last night, i went to meet Nigel,Don&Hc,
we used to hang out alot longlonglong time agoooooxzxz,
and now its a rare get together,
army vs school.

They had the funniest story.
The best was this, i think between a sergeant&recruit is it?
Sergeant: Are you Suicidal?
Recruit: No.
Sergeant: Have you ever had thoughts of killing yourself?
Recruit: Yes.
Sergeant: ISNT THAT SUICIDAL!?!??!?!!?
Recruit : OHHHHHH.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA i think its their friend or something!!!

















TODAY, down in school to clear up Adrace post finance,
i swear it wasnt clearing up,
i got so darn annoyed and theres more&more things to do
although the event was like two sick months ago,
urghxzxxz. I WISH YOU WERE OF A GREATER HELP.

Then, went back to SA, to move out donated items for Tony's dad to collect.
Whooopie, we manage to get Alvin to helped us carry them HAHA.
Thank god, we see no one down the road
that was available to help,
then TA DA, like we found gold HAHAHA.

Met LEQI for DRAG ME TO HELL.
We were like superbly cowardly,
when people were laughing, we were screaming
& cursing them for laughing. HAHAHA.
And we were too embarrass to scream cos it was pretty crowded,
but at some parts, we seriously cannot help. HEH HEH.
dinner at pepper lunchhhhhhh.
Nice laughable talk:)

SO SEE EVERYONE IN A WEEEKS TIME!!

“I mean, I don’t know how the world broke. And I don’t know if there’s a God who can help us fix it. But the fact that the world is broken - I absolutely believe that. Just look around us. Every minute - every single second - there are a million things you could be thinking about. A million things you could be worrying about. Our world - don’t you just feel we’re becoming more fragmented? I used to think that when I got older, the world would make so much more sense. But you know what? The older I get, the more confusing it is to me. The more complicated it is. Harder. You’d think we’d be getting better at it. But there’s just more and more chaos. The pieces - they’re everywhere. And nobody knows what to do about it. I find myself grasping. You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it’s right, but because it would mean that such a thing is still possible? I want to believe that.”

Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist

PREP DAY for OCIP today, a longlonglonglong day.
Thinking, Thinking, i swear it caught me thinking.
Topics slapped on today. I learnt.
And i want to continue learning moreeeeeeee.
(mother theresa spirit is out YET AGAIN) HAHA.

Our team of people is mega small this year,
stupid swine and some other personal reasons that dissuade many people from going.
But we got super alot of building work to dooooooooooo.
5 Females & 1 Male. I want to be the superhero.
Nvm, Small Things, GREAT Love :)

Wanted to go see Handball game today,
but urgh, knew our meeting is gonna end lateeeee.
Whoopie, partly because WANLING IS HOW MANY HOURS LATE!?!?!?
She is the max. HAHAHA.


And omg, ongleqi is also going cambodia next week,
and we were supposed to stay the hotel that she will be in,
but then now, we switched ours back to Asia Hotel,
NO FATE AHHHHHHHHHHH.
And hiphiphurray, ONE MORE WEEEK,
SOME INSANE PEOPLEEEE COMING HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. WHOOPPPIE.

“Friendship is the comfort that comes from knowing that even when you feel all alone, you aren’t.”

There :)

WEDNESDAY

Spend the wholeeeeee longgg day in SA,
packing truck loads of donated items,
including being freee cleaners for the trophy room canxzxz,
hahahah, we deserve to have our pictures hanged up the wall of trophy room,
saying GREAT OCIP ALUMNI.
Heh heh.

And you know whats the biggest joke of the day.
We had to put down our personal info &contact the other time round,
longlong ago.
And i have no idea why i put my own contact number as my mom's number,
i must have thought that i was supposed to write down
emergency contact list.

SOOOOOOO, when MR PEH tried to call me,
he ended up calling my mom! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Mr Peh told me the HEEEEEEEEEEEEElarious story.
HE: "Hello, is this YUNLU"
Mom:" YUNLU IS MY DAUGHTER"
GASPS hahahaahha. he made me called back my mom immediately,
cos she got a mega shock, wondering what happened to me.
HEEEHEEE.

And Mr Ho best. We were talking about wearing lifejackets
to cross the river, cos we're using a tiny boat this time round.
And Tommy wanted to know if we can swim.
MR HO was like "HUH CANNOT LAH, that one METAL mouth SURE SINK"
EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. One year already,
still cannot get over my metal mouth.
hahahaha.

It was tooo late to head for handball trggggggggg.
HAHAHAHAH soooooo we went to have some Long Island Tea.
Which kill 3/4 of our troop.
HEEEEEEEEEHAW, its Nigel's fault,
you disgusting thing.
Spent the longlonglong fun night with
Leqi,nigel,jenn,reena&jiasheng. whoooopie.
High in an understatement.

Reena give us heart attack, she dint reply/response
to any of their calls&texts
and she went home at god knows what time, i think the sun rose.
And her mom made a police report. wahwahwah.
Please dont do this again okay hahaha


This is FUNtastic



















TUESDAY - PULAU UBIN




WENDY so extra


Nightmare 101


peek-a-booooo


HIEFDHOIDF, who owe you money?!?


We saw a gorgeous live snake lingering,
blue and white stripes cannnnnnn.
but sorry, verns did not catch it in picture,
WHERE IS MY SNAKE!??!?!?!
She says "MUST ZOOOM IN"


Hueysi dancing hiphops.












PS: my cap is not a kite


Thanks for flying it










This is picture perfect.

Hiiiiiexzxz, Verns, Hueysi, Janice,Wendy&I
heead down to Ubin on a bright sunny tuesday,
omgawdsxzxxz.
Boat from Changi Village,
and CV is sooooooooo super duper far,
hate travelling journey, like seriously.
HAHA at least, we occupied ourselves with like OLD MAID game.

Ubin, cycling, i do not bike into the trees anymore,
like last year HAHAHHA. People improveee you know.
We cycle to CHEK JAWA,
we want to find WILD BOAR,
okay not us. only them, wild boar is like their long lost friend or something,
die also want to find it.
THANK GOD we dint.
We bumped in MR SNAKE instead.
He is pretttyyyyyyyyzxxz, glosssy black&white.
I likexzxz. XOXO you.

And we are timid kids i swear,
every bee/mosquitoooooo/flies or any weird bugs that we see,
we scream and go scrambling backwards HAHAHAHA.
V&Janice:"BEEEEEEES"
V: "WAH when i turn around, i see all of the lumbering away"
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Wahlao, I treasure my life.

Lunched.
Reminise Mingying's peeing place last year.
DEAD TIRED. DINNER. HOME.

Its all about the Sun, the Sea, the LOVE.

Seeeee you

OMG CLAPSCLAPS.
MY VERY DISGUSTING TOE NAIL,
finally manage to detached itself from me. HAHAHA
It left me on Sunday, probably buried somewhere on the streets.
Reward to whoever that manages to find it, thanks.
HAHAHA and now i have a BALD TOE.
My granny is the BESTEST, she wants me to paint
nail polish over my bald flesh so that people cannnot see.
Whoopppiee.
I pray/hope/wish, the new nail will grow out
nice/pretty/gorgeous,
be reborned and differ itself from the rest of my ugly toes.
YAYS.

Sunday.
Rugby meeting. The girls makes me laugh, seriously.
I havent been back to the school library for superbly long.
First time back since summer started,
library is quiet and deserted as i-dont-know-what,
okay like MARS.
Its so unlike usual school days.
ITS AMAZING.

Towned with no buys.
Still praying for myself to regurgitate mooolahhhsxzxz,
urgh.
Hahahaha

Monday,
visited my father's brother. Okay, so to say, my uncle.
Im not close to him.
We hardly see each other.
But he is veryveryveryvery sick now.
And soooo we went for a house visit.
Yepszxzxz.

Rugby EC Meeting!
Whooots, we are efficient.com.
Hahahaha.
Its so amazing, trying to start out a new club in school,
rugby is currently on probation,
pray for us that we'll survive, thankewzxxz.
The team feels nice&fun! yays

My life is pure-ultimate-boredom.
SIGHSSSS.

Ive been calling sports council a million & one time,
regarding the securing of Yishun Stadium,
but they are transferring me from one person to another,
its llike ONE WHOLE CHAIN of people,
and finally to a stupid answering machine.
I think i talked to the machine 6 times today.
URGHZXZXZ. bomb them.

Double boredom of the day (bombing SSC with calls)


Someone posted this link on facebook.
Its heeeeeeeeeeeeelarious to the max i swear.
PLEASE PLEASE I BEG YOU TO WATCH IT.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASr5GcuDHug&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Edrake%5F%2Eblogspot%2Ecom%2F&feature=player_embedded

That boy is awfully cute and he makes my day.
I can watch that ten times a day.

MY DISGUSTING TOE,omg how, its like the nail is out,
but its still hanging on to meeeee.
I cant shake it off and im too scared to pluck it offf.
URHGXZXXZXZ, haha its bugging me TO THE MAX.
I was telling nigel that,
"if my toe was still intact, i will be talking to you
in a happier tone, i will be a much much happier person" HAHAHA
Cos now, i cannot stop thinking about it.

Dinner at Manhattan with Verns&Hueysi,
Manhattan is love, i wish i can have it everyday.
For Free. HAHAHAHA
Played around park, we climbed the HighHigh Spiderweb,
omg my legs were already trembling when i was like what barely 5m from the ground,
i swear i have a terrible phobia of heights HAHAHA.
V is no much better.
And i thought i wouldnt be tat afraid after i went up the mountain,
but i think it got worst HAHAHAHA

Afterwhich, impromptu decision to meet Nigel
down at Grapevine.
He just cannot keep his hands away from beerrs,
seriouslyzxzxz, youre going to dieeeeeeeeeeeee.





Last Night, Yingxuan drove out with Charlottte,
supper down at Chomps, and then Liquid Kitchen. HHAHAHA
YX is the bestest driver EVER,
she was driving on the way, and suddenly she YELPED,
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HUMP!!!!"
We were like OMG ahhhhhhhxzxz, HUMP, is normal, on the road,
HAHAHHA ARE YOU SURE YOU GOT YOUR LICENSE?!









Cycling in ECP, after our zichar buffet omgawds

Just suck it up

Holidays, i'll never be sick of holidays,
although some days may be so mundane & boring,
still i appreciate it and do not want it to end.
Never.

Yesterday, lunched with Nigel,
wasted our time away doing shitxzxz for the next two hours.
Was suppose to go down to PS to meet Charis
to discuss some of the OCIP stuffxzxzxz,
Asked Leqi along to eat dinner with me.
Thanks for coming, hahaha.
Initially i was wondering if its gonna be strange,
but uh uh, we had a great time catching up,
and scaring charis with our chest fetish,
she was like
"Next time when i talk to Mr Ho,
i can only see from shoulders and above"
HAHAHAHAHA.
I hope he dont see this. Whoopie.

Down to school,
CAR RECEEE for Night Biking route.
Its good NOT to be a driver,
its like a spin down half of Singapore please,
theres Yishun, Pandang Reservoir, Boon Lay,
passed NUS, Chinatown, Town, andd back to East Coast,
it was a super long journey!!
But its nice to be just sitting in the car,
enjoying the music&the night view,
though its almost nothing.
I say its, watching people&cars passing by.

This sat, Bike recee,
i swear i will be drained out,
haven't been cycling for quite a while, and
they are going try Kent Ridge or Mount Faber,
i dont know but both of which are ultimate legs killer.
Urghzxzxxz. May i fall sick now.

Todayxzxxzxz, met Charis,Kenneth, Tanny&Tangqian,
Zichar buffet, how amazing, never knew such thing existed,
We had seven different each rounds and omg,
WE HAD LIKE THREE ROUNDS.
I never tried or seen people eating their lungs out,
to the verge of puking,
like another look at the food,
we're gonna throw up!
HAHHAA we were forcing food down our throats,
cos we did not want to be charged for wastage.
And we came up with a million og ways
to dispose off the food discreetly.

1. Throwing under the table.
2. Putting it at another table.
3. Hiding under the table cloth, to form weird lumps.
4. Hiding under the plate (WTHELL haha, get found out when they are clearing lah!)
5. Hide behind the painting
6. Put in our mouths, go toilet take out and throw.
7. Hide under armpit??!?!?!

Omgawdsxzxz. i dont wanna know anymore thanks. HAHAH

Mahjong for a while at Kenneth's place.
And they thought me how to win big.
which did not really work, i think i need more practise.
HAHA, i won a pathetic 40CENTS?!?!?!?!?!
Someone pitied me, and gave me an extra 5CENT.
YEAH tell me what can i get with 45cents, DAMN KIND.

East Coast for cycling.
I doubled bike with TQ cos she cant cycle,
omg tandem bikes, its hard please,
for the person in front. HAHA it gets better though.
PS: We fell.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Hello, to you two mugging hard for exams now,
hang in there :)
L-O-V-E 23rd JUNE.


SIGHSIGHSISGHSIGH.

Everyone is blind

Im usually home during weekends,
unless special reasons to go out,
hahaha.

And Monday, lunched at pizza hut with yujun&sheryl,
sudden impromptu decision to meet,
to celebrate sheryl whom has made the very right choice
to shift to hougang,
and form our hougang khakis,
i cannot express how much LOVE i have for people staying walking distance away from me.
Really, it feels good to be able to just pop by on a lazy afternnooon.















We all looked so cosy&comfy, yays.

Down to meet LeeTangQian, and then to Punggol Park,
to find Tanny,Charis&Kenneth, whooots.
This man chatted us up, like seriously,
talk NON STOP.
He said Kenneth looks like LINANXING,
TQ can try to be potential MADONNA,
TANNY is the prettiest.
Charis is like an angel.
And that
I am naughty but with a a kind heart
OMG.
And then he switch, ALL OF us had our chance of being pretty,
and he was like CHARIS IS JEALOUS,
cos he said Tanny is the prettiest of all.

And then he said Tanny is a playboy,
and that she likes boys.
SO it kinda make tanny gay?!??!?!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
We escaped him after a while of laughing at what he said.

IF HE SAID WE WERE UGLY. I bet he'll be pushed
into the pond and be swimming inside there now.

Down to Kenneths house.
Poker, i won initially but in the lost and puke out blooood.
HAHA.
Suppper-Macs (I KNOW ITS FAT) THANKS.

NIGHTS.