New Year Eve
I sat down, trying to do up my new year resolution for coming 2010 which freaking failed,
because nothing comes into my mind,
or whatever that im about to say,
is gonnna come back with "ARE YOU SURE??"
"DONT LIE" hahaha so forget it for now,
and i can stop cracking my brain for it. HOHO.

YESTERDAY
Training killed our body,mind&soul,
with christmas feast and the stupid rains that had alot of our trgs cancelled,
we all died at training yesterday man.
The new stand in coach showed no mercyyyy hahahaha,
it felt like PT the entire training man,
and now im aching madly.

Last Mambo of 2009. Whoooopieeeee!!!
Mad crowd and fun fillllllled.
But tired maxxx.
So gonna quit partiesss.
HAHAHA okay thats new year resolution 1!


And i like this!
LIFE RUN ITS OWN TRACK
The flashbacks keep coming
Like a train that never stops running
Some things have to be forgotten
And others just remain regrettable
Time cannot be rewinded, so there is no reason to cry
What already happened can never be brought back
It seems as if life runs its own track
Cheeks are eroded by tears,
Confidence keeps fighting to conquer all fears
The clocks keep ticking and the calendar pages keep flipping
Isn't there a pause button anywhere to be found?
Thoughts of pain keep flooding our brains
Happiness is now a part of the past
The good times became a person we have learned to disengage
Unwelcome feelings uncontrollably invade our hearts
Sometimes those memorable events we regret were just chances waiting to be taken
And the other moments we regret, we're just too stubborn to forget
But why can't the happy moments be the ones that stay with us forever?
Why do happy moments become strangers we no longer recognize?
Why can't we keep the stories behind the wrinkles we get from the smiles we let?
These memories keep coming down to nothing but apathy
And it's all because life just runs its own track.

Christmas is almost over and here comes New Year

Christmas hype died down, which is kinda sad,
its always the best-est around with
food,gatherings,pretty lights, presents, loveeeee.
Hahahaha so i shall start looking forward to coming 2010!
Thanks for the gifts:)

Back to lifee.

MONDAY: SMUX AGM,
where i was receptionist with darren&george,
omg, together, they drop me from earth right straight to hell.
HAHAHAHHA. Oops.
Anyway, AGM is really hilarious at some parts and the vid is pretty much cooool!!
hehehe.
I got a cert&a shirt! yays!

Afterwhich, i caught Yingjing,Yuwen&Tony in town,
grab some food, and headed to Yingjing's place for stay over!
The night started off with cards games with stupid forfeits again,
eating the grossest of foood mix or suck thumb as in literally.
Always&forever seriously, but i was considered fantastic last night okay,
at least i did not lose as much as compared to usual.
Helloooo lovelies, cannot be too cocky yo HAHAHAHA.

When we got sick of playing, we got ourselves comfortable,
and had one of the best heart to heart talk ever,
because you don't really have to say it out word for word,
to make them understand what you are trying to say.
They just know you soooo damn well.
I think we got a freaking bucketful of worries,
that makes our future and just tomorrows looks so bleak aahahaha,
and Tony is like our angel, telling us that everything will be fine,
HAHAHA and practically predicting our future for us yooooo.
He sees the light, not us yet.
With of us on the bed & tony on the chair,
talk through the night till we slept, like logs.

Hello YJ, you'll be fine, somehow,
you're gonna get over it:D
Anytime, if you need us.

Lunched with Tony,
And i hit the library today!! HAHAHA,
after talking very merry much that night,
i wanna be a better personnnnn. AHAHAHA
Tuition.
Dinner down with Weixin,Sophia,George,Gerald&Tery,
down at Chomps and then Dessert.
DURIAN MOUSSE IS FANTABULOUS!!!


Its gonna be a new year and probably a new beginning??
I have absolutely no idea.
I cant find the new year resolutions that i did up for this year,
and im hell sure i did it,
BUT ITS OKAY, i should probably do one for the upcoming 2010!!!
Look out for it yoo HAHAHA

“ When you’re young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don’t leap at all because there’s not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there’s no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary."

2009 Year End Review HAHAHAHA

This year, i had 2 of my greatest buddies leaving for aussie to study.
Which was crappy initially because, i have very much fun with them,
so it kinda suck, because we so obviously cant meet up anymore.
But its always nice to be catching up on each other online,
through the once in a while phonecalls, and the lil gifts or soo!!
And now, im happy to proclaim that HOHO, we are still in touch and
friendship going strong:)

This is the year that i own a freaking year of supply of GREEN TEA,
because TANNYWONG, shitass friend, sent my picture in for a funnyface contest,
which i dont know if i should be happy or sad that i won.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

This is the year where i had the greatest number of toe nails dropping out
HAHAHAHA its pretty gross yet they keep reborning.
I count 5.

This year i started hanging out at the SMUX corner,
which made me new goood friends, goood study buddies,
suppper mates, that never fails to make me laughhhhhh.
Hooooooo yeahhhhhhhhhh.

Many birthday parties, many meetups, many gatherings, many suppers
many chillax session with my friends thatt still stayed closed.
All the HTHT amidst the fun and laughter that i really adore.
To be with people that you can pour your hearts out to,
do the dumbest of things with, laugh the most with,
scream the loudest with etc etc.
I hope it goes on and on and on.
BECAUSE I LOVE IT ALL.

We have company of our oldest friends,
we make new good friends,
we may also lose good friends.
And this is sad.

Ups and downs of the year.
Shit did happen this year.
Something that no one ever expected or can prepare for, but yes it did happen.
It was like a terrible nightmare,
which is almost over, buts it not,
and we still cannot keep it away,
because it may be backkkk.
We would never know.

Memorable events!!
-Signed up to trek Mount Rinjani with Pearleen Ow, just because
the picture of the place looks awesome without knowing what we are in for.
HAHAHAHA. It was a tough tough tough to the max trek,
which we did not even train for it.
For me, its my first trekking and i swear i wanted to just die
on the way up. HAHA
I discover my hugeass disgusting fear of heights and falling over the edges.

But it was an awesome experience which i am glad i join,
although yes i was cursing and swearing at myself when im tired&scared HAHAHAHA
NO REGRETS YOOO.
Spent a few days of R&R in bali where i tried
surfboarding and snorkling!

-Cambodia trip with just 5 others,
which i learnt alot from, although we went back to the same
place to help, with the same partners, with the same kids.
Everything was strangely familiar yet different.
We had a different group of people, with new different roles,
We still had our share of fun&laughter and definitely EPIC moements,
so yes, i enjoyed myself there, and i still miss the place.

-OCBC cycling which i did not complete due to a falll! Urghxzxz,
hahahaha. this year i swear, im gonna finish it!

-White Water Rafting in Malaysia,
my very virgin experience which was fantastic and had me
falling into the river like TWICE. hahahaha

-SMU Adrace omgawds which i really dreaded while being in the Org com,
but after the event, i guessed its all worth it:D

-Waikiki which wasnt a very pleasant day but i enjoyed playing beach touch,
a pity that we were 4th if not we could have won some prizeee.. urghzxzxz

-Many Rugby games both contact and touch,
same same yet different.
I learn from games. We bond in games.
But games can suck toooooo. ahh wells.

-Night Bike Org Commm.
The memorable first purple shirt i have. HAHA

-Rock&Row kayaking, which still haunts me up till now
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Hey Santa, can you hear me??
I think the hype of christmas is over,although christmas last for 12days.
SADLY. The best-est season ever!
This also means school is freaking starting in a week,
that's miserable stuff. I really dread it and i bet everyone feels the same.
I shall start looking forward to next summer HAHAHAHA.

CHRISTMAS EVE
I spent Christmas eve with Verns,Hueysi,Janice,Mings&the other friends,
down at Gerald's dad pub in Chinatown,
it was a cosy place to celebrate christmas with all the deco,
we had buNny ears,raindeer ears, party hats,mask,bigbigbig party popppers,
all the FOAM SPRAY(OMFG) which i thought can be avoided as long as we are
not along orchard street, and we had the company of manymany UNCLES hahahah!
The uncles&aunties were busyy singing OLDIES which sounded like Mammbo to us! HAHA.

I dont rmb counting down BUT i rmb when it hit 12am,
a foam fight broke out!!!
And i swear we were so defenceelsss, stuck in a corner unable to run!!
I was tooo obusy trying to cover myself away from the foam
that i did not manage to atttackkkkkkkk! HAHA
After the fight, it was a whole BIG MESS,
alll our beeers are filled with foams and ribboon and all!
HAHAHAHA!

Stayed on to play card games, which drove us practically nuts,
SILENT Heart Attack. Anyone who got 4 similar cards first,
can start doing an action and the last to follow loses.
There was this hilarious part where i got it first,
so i did 'AHH', which verns caught on immediately,
but stupid hueysi&janice were tooo busy looking for their freaking cards,
i swear we "ah" so long that i was about to give up,
and Janice told us"EH STOP THE AH-ING AND CONTINUE THE GAME"
@&#*@&&#*&*(#&(*$% HHAHAAHHAAHHAHA.
I am doing the game man.

CHRISTMAS DAY
Actually i dint do much for Christmas,
totally imagining the mad crowd that will be out on the streets,
it kills me.
Meet TQ,Jessie,Serhui,Charis&Kenneth down for the christmas party,
organised by Charis's friend called Darren.
They are friends for the longest time man.
Hahahaha it was the night where QUEKSERHUI got freaking wasted,
before the music even started HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
So in the end, we were just watching her right outsideee,
did nothing else for the entire night,
suppper and then homee.
STILL MERRRY CHRISTMAS, just did not turn out the way its supposed to be,
but its okay:)
Because i just love themm tooo:)

POST CHRISTMAS
Trg replaced by dental.
Oh man i just wanna take off my braces asap,
its giving me awful ulcers that makes me wanna kill everyone that makes me repeat myself. HAHAHAHAHAHA bitchy ooooooops.

Night time was Smux Christmas Party down at School's Big Steps,
a very merry warm place to hold a party,
which was still awesome with all the games,company&food.
The only thing about games is that theres this Sabo-ing thing going on,
which was TERRIBLE HAHAHHA. Innocent meant crap in sabo situation man.
I guess everyone had their share of fun:)
Boon's went home with me before heading down to Kelly Kon's house for the afterparty,
which kinda meant DRINKING. THANKS BOON:D
HAHAHHA circle of death kills people yoooo.
2 Ko-ed!
Woooooooooo. I died sleeeping.
Anyway, goood night, for i finally see the people that went away&came backk:)


TANNYWONG is enjoying in TURKEY,
hurrry come back you bigcb! GOT SO MUCH TO SAY.

Just leave it.



I want to scratch my throat,
I need to scratch my throat.

DO YOU KNOW ITS CHRISTMAS EVE?
I totally do not feel the festive mood:(

-Dental which tells me that i can finally strip off my braces next month,
Wooolalalalala, its been long man.

-KH's house for Kayaking Welfare,
watched horror movie, UNINVITED,
i think people screaming madly beside me were scarier than the horror images itself man.
I remained calmed HAHAHAAH.

-Last friday, i woke up raining, training was canceled,
thankfully i was still home, i went back to sleep.
And today, i felt like a total moron,
traveling down to farrer park,
to see that the sky started pouring,
training was then canceled,
and i came home.
I took damn good long stroll man, urghxz.
Why dint i oversleep, hahah wont make a diff.

-Caught Avatar with Jessie&Sam down in Cine,
which was freaking awesome, seriously finger-linking good,
a pity that we dint manage to grab the 3D tickets (SOLD OUT),
we watched the normal movie which made me feel like watching the 3D version for a second time, it was FANTASTIC.
SWEAR.COM.
Blue aliens and Mother Eywa are awesome HAHA

-Same old thing on the same old night.
Good night, but seriously a tsunami of people,
i can hardly breathe. SERIOUSLY KUAZHANG TO THE MAX.
WX and i had a hard time convincing everyone that we are okay,
when we really are, omgomg, drive me nuts HAHAHA,
i think i answer "IM OKAY" to everyone for a million time that night,
so "ARE YOU OKAY" is currently banned pretty please to all.
But thanks to alll hahaha.

WHOA, i realise i did not post the entire of last weeek:)
and btw, ive got a million photos which im too lazy to post here.
HAHAHAHA.
Now, i think ive forgotten what i did for the past week,
but probably playing and lazing my way around,
now i need to start reading somee knowledgeable book to upgrade myself man!!

1. PitStop with a group of smuxieees down at clarkee quay,
i swear i played till i gooo crazyyyyyyyyyyyy. HAHHA
And i honestly love the games, although i suck at them,
the only game im awesome at is UGLY DOLLS,
but they DO NOT want to play it. WHY?!??!
COS I WIN THEM HANDS DOWN. #*&$(#&$(*#& HAHAHAHA

2. My throat was freaking itchy, and i cannot stop coughing!!
Its still itchyyyy now but wayyy bettterrr:)
Missed trainings cos i cannot stopppp coughing.
PS: i hate phlegm. HAHAHA
And now, i kinda miss Touch Trainings.
Rain rain go awayyyyyyyyy.
I am hell of an unfit lard nowwww.

3. Last week, half the world went awayy.
Boonzzz,Sophia etcc in Taiwannnn, Wx in Batam, PigShit Looo Switzerlandddd, Annoying Gohh in HK,KH and others in BKKK.
TanJingMin is still in INDIA.
Take caree TJM, you're horrrifyingly sickkkk.
OKAY all these people away, in exchange for my sister WHOSE BACK.
HAHAHAHAHA and i was being awesome enough to go fetch herrr.
But people think, i went there for POPEYES.
POPEYES>SISTER.
Thankssssss siolll.
HAHAHA

4.TPY for really fantastic BakChorMee with Geee&Deeee.
Then headed to Udderssss, lardyliciousss waffles icecreammmmm,
and we left some imprints there. HAHAHA.
If only everyday was just EATING.

5. The same party with the usuals!! loving it!!

6. Down to Kenneth's House for WII with Tanny,TQ&Charis.
HAHAHA. I really love raving rabbits yooo.
And im really practising. Becoming a PROO YO!!

7. Today, i met my most INSANE palss,
NGYINGJING&FOONGYUWEN, and the only SANE TONY.
HAHAHAHA. I dont know why but we decided to watch,
PRINCESS AND THE FROG, it wasnt that bad okayyy,
its not kidddyyyyyy, its HILARIOUS.
Hahahahah. ASTONS&CARDS&TAUHUEY&CARDS&CARDS&CARDS.
FUN.com. But Foooongs leavingggg soon man:(

UPLOAD PHOTOS SOON!

“ I think everyone has a certain part of their lives where they truly wish they could freeze time. Whether it was three years ago, today, or still to come, whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop. The world would stop turning & people would stop changing because to them, at that time, everything was perfect. "

Yes, this December is really awesome, and way tooo short,
someone please freeze the time.
It feels way to tragic to end it now, and start miserable school.
I am really enjoying right now.

I AM COUGHING,COUGHING AND COUGHING,
AND SPREADING MY GERMS.

1. im sick. okay not that sicksickkkkkkkk,
a tiny bit of fever with REALLY TERRIBLE HEADACHE,
and a a little more phlegm than i like.
HAHAHA.
I am so gonna recuperate at home for the coming weeek,
but im gonna get bored outta my mind, body and soul.

2. Town with YJ&YW on Mondayyyy,
which caught us playing cards AGAIN nearing the end of the dayy,
omg, with bets that seriously made me SUCK THUMB,
i lost and i really had to suck my freaking thumb.
#U$*#&$(#&$#*(# i hate card games HAHAHA.
Either that, we have to down galleons and galleons of water,
okay thats not so bad, help me detoxxxxx. HAHAH.
We shifted from HKCafe to AcidBar and then Macs,
we're so patheticcccccc. HAHAHAHA.

3. Tuesdayyyy was Ben&Jerry with Yingjing,Yuwen&Yujun,
HOHOHO card games (AGAIN I KNOW), loser has to buyyyy icecream,
but foood, buy whatever, fantastic it sounds,
it sucks to be the loser, the one buying ice cream HAHAHA,
and damn it, i need to hone my skills,
I CANNOT BE LOSERRRR NO MOREEEEEEEE.

3. Wednesdayy with the usuallls,
weixin,kh,boon,sophia,george&darren down to zoukkkkkk.
Becauseee KH is going for exhange for like FREAKING LONG 6 MONTHS or so in JAN ,
we promised to enjoy every weds together this decemberr,
and yes its beeen going awesomely welllllll. HAHAHA.
But i reckonnn only a few more wednedayyyyyy lefttttt.

4. I wanna drop dead on thursssss.
Tuition.
Met Boon,Darren&CS down in Chinatown for a short dinnnnnner,
headed back homeeeeee. hahaha

5. Fridayy&Sat was spent with Serhui,Charis,Jessie&Liying,
retailll therapyyyyy.
Nonono, we should say, to welcome JESSIEKWANG back from Aussieeee.
Hahahahhaha.
Skipped movie marathon at KH house,
which was a great choice because, my head is #*($&#(*$ killling me.

6. And soooooooo after this entire week of funnnn,
my bodyyyyyy cant seem to keep up with it.
I needaaaa stay at homeeeeeeee.


“ What’s worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should’ve healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That’s what we like to think. But that’s not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again".

EXAMS ENDED, IM FREE.
It ended on Tuesday evening and really,
all hell breaks loooooooose man. HAHAH
Been enjoying this taste of freedom,
but its only gonna last for a sad pathetic monthhhhh.
My favourite month: decemeber:)

Tuesdayyy.
After my paper, i think i just came back home,
really needed to catch up on some sleeep you seee.
Paper sucked:(

Wednesdayy.
Gymed with Weixin in school for a short one hour,
dinner in cathayy and then down to zouk with smux!
WhoaWhoaWhoa, i swear 3/4 of SMU are there, haha ok maybe thats abit kuazhang but somewhere there lahhhhh. HAHAHA
Very much fun with them who goes highhhhhhhhhhh, high and still high. HAHAHA
Theres a few screaming&shouting kinda vulgar high,
run around NON stop high,
knock out drunks,
and i dont rmb anymore HAHAHAH.
Awesomeeeeee.

Thursday.
I had Finishing Touch Dining down in stupid Suntec,
Constance,LT,ML and i were like freaking out,
cos we were damn unprepared, we did not even have our name card holder,
and we just cannot find the freaking place.
But we were all looking formalll and still really formal in our thickass blazors,
Fine dining, we had a trial networking session,
and then we had to eat, applying all that we learn.

WE SUCK HAHAHA my table was freaking hilarious,
One of us had to pretend to be host and introduce all the food we are gonnna eat,
pretending there was VIP right next to us.
And our main dish was stupid BIGBIGBIG gigantic chicken leg,
tell me how to eat glamly with a freakingggg big thing like that.
HAHAHAHA.
My food was a messssss.
My host was being retarded, praising that the chicken is a kampong chicken,
really muscular chicken drumstickkk flown all the way from i-dont-know where to us.
AHHAHAHA.
I threaten to kill everyone on my table,
and point my utensils at them, and my profff saw it. HAHA
i think i drop a grade.

Double O with YJ,YW,Tanny and others:) HAHAHA.
My first time there and it was not bad at all man!
The only thing is that they dint allow YW in cos she was wearing birks,
and Yj and i had to sneak shoes from our friend for her to get her in man!
HAHAHA BAKKKUTTEH at 3amm was great with 3 of my most fav peoplee,
and having 1 of them talking shitttttttttt.
SERIOUSLY. hahaha

Fridayy.
Breakfast with TannyWongSeeMun, i see too much of her!
URGH hahahaha.
Tuition.
Dinner with HER (AGAIN), Val, SH & Charis down in ION, imperial treasure,
which has fantastic food, i wanna go againn,
NONO i wanna go dimsum bufffettttttt.
After that, decided to find kh,wx,sh&sophia,
down to cafe iguanaaaa and chilled there for the night.
Niceeeeeeee.

Saturday.
Down with Boon&George to shop, which kinda faillll,
we did not get anything, but most of the times,
we were just hunting for their biking sunglassesss.
HAHAHA. but we discovered that orchard central has a really cool roooftop garden,
and we should reallly go there for some picnic.
Chomps for dinner with boon,domochiang,sophia, tong&warren.
Icecubeeeee for dessert.
FAT.I laugh so much AGAIN.
NU BI became SNOOPY.
And warren is terrible.
His friend went "SOBX" on MSN to him,
you know it means sobsob, crying,
HE WAS LIKE HUH,
WHAT IS "SO BX", hahahah people so sad already,
he ask this kinda qn HAHAHA.


I REALLY NEED TO STAY AT HOME OKAY.


At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about. Somethings we just don’t want to hear. Somethings we say cause we can’t be silent any longer. Somethings are more than what you say, they’re what you do.Somethings you say cause there’s no other choice. Somethings you keep to yourself. & not too often, but every now and then, somethings simply speak for themselves.