CONTACT SUNIG, some pictures of,
the bloog,sweat&tears AHAHAHA.












I think the scrum is so coool,
hahahah but anyway im not the forwards,
dont have to do that!
And i swear forwards must be way more tired than backs.









Booooooohooooooooo. I hate week 7 to the ultimate max,
at least half of it is gone,
and im only left with the VERY MERRY DISGUSTING TO THE MAX CAT MID TERMS ON FRIDAY,
which i am bound to do really badly,
since im like freaking lost in the past two or so lectures.
I got lost NOT because i dint pay attention,
BUT because i fell asleep behind my laptop HAHAHAHAHA.
I tried, but my eyes got way to heavy.
Not even fb,msn nor typing maniac can keep me awake!
HURRY can we just give friday a misss pweasexzxz.

Lagging madly in work, chionging stuff the night before till hellish 3am,
drag me to school the next morningggggggggggggg,
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, thats like dragging me to hellll.
Hahahaha.
my eyebags are already baddddddddd, its getting worse!
Im veryvery tired.

Timbre last night with NgYingJing after not-so-long,
HAHAHA down at old school,
i love it there, we love it there,
the only difference is that she freaking cab up mount sophia,
i climb my LONG way up the HIGH&FOREVER stairway.
PS:stairway to heavennnnnnnnnn.
But i really lovee old school,
anddd will marry that someone who will buy me a house there, HAHAHA.
whoooooooooooooooooxzxz.
Loveeeeeeeee the times thereeeeeeeee:)

Ouchhhhhhhhhhxzx, my head hurts like a bitch,
i hope its cos i havent had enough sleep and not that
i slammed my head on the ground tooo harddddddddddd.



Someone just recently said to me: It’s our past that defines who we are today.

I gave it some thought and came to the conclusion that it’s not how I want to think of myself. Not because of the mistakes I made or the things that I regret. Failure makes us humble. Regret makes us human. Making mistakes is probably the most effective way to learn. To know your limits. Perhaps to stretch them. To find out the many shades of grey in between. But I’m not one of those people who embrace making mistakes and think it will only make me better, stronger, faster, because there just comes a lot of pain with it. And sometimes it doesn’t affect only me, but the people I love as well. Also, things change with the way you see and value them. A mistake is not a mistake if the damage has no value.

One simply can’t define someone else based on achievement and past actions. There are too many elements that contribute to us being whole. People categorize people they don’t know, because it is easier to not make the effort and get to know someone, because you already made up your mind about that person. It’s a lame excuse. And sometimes you don’t even know what you’re missing out on, because you won’t see beneath the surface.

Believe in something. It really defines your character. Because belief nurtures us. It makes us stand firm against harmful influence and gives us strength to defend what’s precious to us. Knowing that and having people in my life who always have my back makes a huge difference. I can stretch out further, grow and find my own place in this world a little more unworried. Just be in the moment, even if it’s only for a while.

SingaporeUniGeams(SUNIG).

Roughhh day in a rough game.
We dint manange to beat the other 3 unis,
although initially i thought we could win at least a game.
Ahhh wells, it was still good game,
at least i was wayyy clearer in the game.
(I SWEAR I HATE BEING BLUR & NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO)
At least, i know where to stand&what to do.
Sooo hurrayexzxz.
Although, there were some mistakes here and there,
screwwwww it, i did enjoyyyyyy.
Sooo yays again.

We are freaking shortnumbered btw,
everyone was getting injuries here&there,
who had to sit out, and so in the end we did not really have enough subs.
The longest 7minutes of my lifeeeeeeee. hahaha.
TAKE MUCH CARE INJUREDD-ONES.

Ohhh and i seriously think we need bigger players,
hahahha i thought we were a tiny teammm,
the other teams had soo many freakking taller&bigger peopleeeee.
HAHA just let me sent out the "give bigger kids a chance" emailer,

Great Zichar down at HollandV.
Icecream at Cold ROck,
life felt a little better just for that momenttt.
Hahaha
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK 7, which is this coming week,
seriously suck big time.
Midterms and many assignments dueeeeeeeee.
Please let me get it over&done with.
PS: i got stupid 830 class tmrrr morning,
i have a strongeee, super stronge urge to skip it,
YAYS, since attendance is not counted in classsss.
HEH HEH HEH.


SIDENOTE,happier thingssss, TIMBRE in OLD SCHOOL on Tuesdayyy :)
I cannotttt waittt.




Sometimes,ifeellikescreamingrightintoyourface.

I know i havent blogged for like forever,
hahah and that i blogged once after every how long,
i decided that i shall keep a more frequent update,
cos its freaking boring in here nowxzxz.
hahahaha.

I had a wonderfully long weekend,
a long weekend with OHANA, ohana, ohana,
and i think its absolutely worth it:)

Hahaha and i had one less class this week,
since it was just short consultations with the prof,
you cannot imagine my joyyyyyyy.
MPW is so awfully boring, although the prof maybe nice.
Zhimian wants to bar jingmin from MPW meetings,
because shes too damn disruptive,
and sooo, i shall start being disruptive, and get barred from meetings.
HURRRRRAYYYYEE.
Hahahahaha.

I went back for trainings after stopping for one full week,
and whoooopie 4 hours straight of touch&contact,
worked-out satisfaction yooo!
SUNDAY is CONTACT SUNIG,
im feeeling kinda excited for it,
i think everyone else probably are toooo,
its should be considered our very first offical uni games!
ALL THE WAY!

But im achingggg madlyyyy, padang field gives me cuts,
and everyone else is injured some way or anotherrrrrrr.
So HIBERNATEEEEEEE&TAKECARE:)


BEL'S sweet note & chocolate muffin made me a very happy girl on a disgusting wednesday with disgusting CAT(which is Micro excel class i say).
Thanks:) DEEPLOVE.

And all other friends around, <3 :)

PS:YINGJING IS BACK! YAY old school!

OH HAHA i must mentioned about Tanny Wong pathetic childhood,
She cant rmb this chinese kindergarden song,
so she went singing a few lines she THINKS she rmb
"BU YAO PA BU YAO PA".
I dint know what song was that,
i made the smartest guess i swear,
that it was the cockroach song she was trying to sing you know,
that " kan jian zhang lang...."

Bloodyhell, she wasnt referring to that,
she was singing,
KE REN LAI, BU YAO PA,
PAPA BU ZAI JIA.
EH HELLO FRIEND, its KE REN LAI, ZHAO PAPA can.
HAHAHA
So we came up with our pervetic version of,
"bian tai lai,
bu yao pa,
neh neh bu zai jia,
wo de pi gu xian shuo hua,
qing ni momo ta"


LOL SERIOUSLY.
We are better off doing this crap than studying.

Had a good meetup with nigel&jessica near my place,
updating each other about our sucky lives,
and listening to their freaking funny jokes of their pets.
One whom doesnt know where all her dead dogs go,
and the other one whom was clueless as to what to do when your dog dies,
just went online to google,
"what to do when your dog dies"
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Its really a depressing matter to say,
but after hearing from nigel,
i cannot stop laughing at him,
JOKE OF THE YEAR.

TANNY for Botak Jones.
I swear shes gonna get KARMA.
"UGLY KORAEN MAN"
"IS SHE HUMAN"
She is the ultimate person to look for when you want to
start laughing at people.
PS: Contents are damn mean. HAHAHA





I want to do so much, but theres so little i can do.

“ At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of they day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close but sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exatcly what you need"

Everything is happening so quickly.
Ive been fineeeeeeeee.
Life still goes on.

Life's been pretty boring,
school,rugby,tuition,friends(esp Tanny,TQ&Charis),foooooood.
I know its boring, i said so already,
so dont tell me that again.

The sense of helplessness


Totally.

Havent been blogging in a while,
Alot of things have happened and passed, but the worst still remains,
and will continue to stay.
Life has been a total bitch, never worst.
What can be worse, i dont wanna find out.
Awful&Low&Simply crappy.
To all who knows&stayed by, thanks.


I am thankful that Nightbike is officially over,
my work for it ends, and theres nothing i have to do for it anymore.
ITS FINALLY OVER.
But the event went by very well,
it did not rain, and everyone enjoyed the ride,
though it was pretty messy at the organising comm side,
but screw it. Everyone had fun.
And thanks to many people whom really helped me with Logistics,
I swear i cannot handle it alone.

Now everything is over,and im left with school&rugby,
i'll be able to concentrate better and be home more often.
YAYS.




Everything's gonna be alright.