Like a sudden dead sun



SMU INTERVIEW.
Castrate me.
hahaha
Group interview,
with the OMG, go-to-hell schools. HAHAHA
Anyway, why cant people stop talking,
and not only talking,
talking like we are learning,
how to pronounce EVERY SINGLE ALPHABET
TO PERFECTION.
I felt like i was watching a performance.
It was fine initially,
during introduction,
then essay writing.
When the group discussion thing started,
i felt like an complete idiot.
we've got like an article to read each,
and they started highlighting,
underlining, and writing i dont know what,
I just sat there read my article,
again and again.
Eh what are you all jotting down!?
during disucssion,
the compulsory round,
other than giving my lousy,
and SHORTSHORT reply,
i dint try to talk anymore.
They have the kind of brains i dont possessed,
it goes like,
I THINK ITS.....
BUT HOWEVER....
AND ALSO....
Other than GP essay,
i do not blend those words in my daily life
My brain was lazy,
or NO, it just dont work.
and i felt lost,
with no brains,
about-to-stone mood,
go to hell. HAHAHA
i could have TEARS OF JOY,
rolling down my cheeks
if i hadnt felt like murdering myself
when the interview ended.
And i dint manage to cast killer stares.
HAHAHA
Cos its classroom-size-but-lecture-sitting-style.
OVER BABY.
I blew my SMU chances away.
HAHA
Met LEQI for lunch in PIZZAHUT.
WHOOOOOO.
And came YINGJING,YUWEN&RAYSON.
Cab to fortcanning park,
with the WORST TAXI driver,
like SERIOUSLY.
We was like TO FORTCANNING PARK.
IN CHINESE
he was like, "
where of fortcanning"
we are like fortcanning park, fortcanning park
fortcanning park.
HE:"
fortcanning park very big you know, blahblahblah,
where exactly"WE DONT KNOW A SHIT OKAY,
FORTCANNING GOT WHAT?!
TAXI STAND?!
cant you just drop us somewhere!
so i ask:
whats there in fortcanning?HE STARTED GETTING ANNOYED,
like
"EH GIRL, WO BU SHI GEN NI KAI WAN XIAO"KNS UNCLE,
do i sound like im joking?!I ALSO NOT KIDDING,
motherhellll
We just alighted anyway.
EXPLORED.
ITS H.O.T
and everything is like LOCK,
what are we supposed to seee!!!
we went down to NATIONAL MUSUEM instead.
MUCHMUCHBETTER.
HAHAHA. I think maybe,
I SHOULD BE A PROUD SINGAPOREAN now
and start serving the nation!
Whoooooo.
Dinner in IDONTKNOWWHAT,
with THE WORST STRAWBERRY MILKSHAKE IN MY LIFE,
but maybe THE BEST PASTA SAUCE.
Yuwen slurp down her own plus Leqi,
omg.
I should thank god for spilling
half the cup accidentally!
HAHAHAHA
And we went MONSTER ICE,
for dessert.
I want to eat ROADSIDE DURAINS BADLY NOW!
WE'RE MEETING TO DO BALLOON SCULPTING OMG,
i think we'll scream so loud,
that all the balloons start to burst.
HAHAHAHA